I'm over it.
Dec. 10th, 2008 05:07 pmI'm not going to feel bad anymore for telling people to get the fuck over themselves when that's precisely what they need to do.
Anyone who hates me for that can kiss my pale geeky ass. You can think I'm a bitch for it, you can fucking quit talking to me for it, I don't care anymore. I'm fucking sick of being the grown-up in too many situations and then having someone fly in my fucking face and having folks expect me not to say shit back.
So you know what? Go fuck yourself. If that's the sort of thing you want to get pissed at me about, quit being my friend about, stop talking to me about... that's what I have to say. Go fuck yourself.
Love,
Crystal
Edit: DAMN I love that icon.
Burfday UPDATE!
Dec. 4th, 2008 03:19 pmIf you're coming tonight, please to bring money for pizza. Methinks we'll have to have a communal pizza tho, 'cause not everybody haz teh pizza money (including the birthday girl), or not everyone has as much as everyone else, so please bring your holiday giving attitude as well. ;)
In other words, bring what you can, and we'll figure it out.
Edit: addendum... if worse comes to worst and only a few people have a few dollars, we'll make a kroger run and grab some frozen pizzas. =)
Edit 2: I hate inviting everyone to my apartment and saying "But you have to feed yourselves... AND ME!", but that's the only way I can afford to have all of you guys over. ;) Sorry. =/ It's a rough time of year right now. If you're all like, "I don't want to come over 'cause if you invite me to your home you should feed me too", then I understand if you don't wanna come.
Lurve,
Crystal
God damn we're broke.
Dec. 4th, 2008 01:05 pmI'm not sure what to do. I've been thinking of taking on an evening job just for a couple of months to catch things up but I don't get off of work at my day job until 7pm, so that'd put a bit of a hamper on that. I don't know if I should go ahead and try to do that ANYWAY, or just wait it out and hope that I can get things caught up without anything happening to cause more financial problems. *sigh* This'd be one of those times that I wish I had parents who would actually be willing to help me out financially. 'Course at this point I don't think Dad really CAN (he's living on a GM pension. Have YOU been listening to the news? 'Cause I have), but Mom and John pretty much WON'T. I'd try asking, but if they lent me money it'd just be held over my head in a guilt trip and if they didn't, it'd turn into a fight and I'd end up getting called an "ungrateful brat" again.
Otherwise it's been a pretty good birthday, in that a bunch of people have wished me a happy one and I'm having a bunch of friends over this evening. Hopefully the folks coming over will be able to either bring something or chip in for pizza because I can't afford to feed anybody. Hell, I can't afford to feed MYSELF.
Love,
Crystal
Books books and more books
Dec. 4th, 2008 09:32 amhttp://www.wishlist.com/crysthewolf
Only thing I don't like about this wishlist is that you can't move things around in the order you want them. =P Hopefully it's not too hard to figure out. I may go in later and make separate lists for different kinds of items.
Love,
Crystal
HAY! COME HELP ME CELEBRATE MAH BURFDAY!
Dec. 3rd, 2008 02:15 pmThere seems to be some confusion, let me clarify... YOU'RE ALL INVITED TO COME TO MY APARTMENT DECEMBER 4th AND HELP ME "CELEBRATE" MY BIRTHDAY!
I'm not sure what we're going to do about food... does anyone interested have any preference? Shall we bring cash and order pizza? 'Cause the birthday girl's broke and y'd have to cover her. ;) Or do we have a traditional pitch-in-kinda-thing?
What R yer thoughts? I'll be home a little after 7pm so feel free to show up anytime after then.
Lurve,
Crystal
Rev. Richard Cizik On God and Global Warming
Love,
Crystal
Strangely Fitting...
Dec. 2nd, 2008 02:31 pm| Crystal Walter shot a gun into the air and killed god. | |
| ... afterward, Crystal Walter got into a car accident while talking on a cell phone. | |
| 'How will you be remembered in history books?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
I's A BRUNETTE AGAIN!
Dec. 1st, 2008 10:22 pmStill, just in case, I signed a petition to, um, "make it so."
Oh oh, the nerdiness... it hurts!!!!
Anyway here: http://www.petitiononline.com/MWWaH/petition.html You should go sign. ;) Again, I don't know how much good it'd do, but it can't hurt.
While you're at it, go read Wil's stuff. Everything he writes is full of win. =P Hey, have I ever steered you wrong?
(ok, I don't get it when he starts talking computers, but at least half of my readers will... so go read! Hey, have I ever steered you wrong?)
Love,
Crystal
It's cheap as hell, and as you know my finances are a bit shyte at the moment... but I hate the store. Hate it beyond all reason. Once upon a time Wal-Mart had at least a *few* standards... but they've all gone to hell in a handbasket in the past ten years or so. The cashiers are rude, but I would imagine that that might have something to do with them being paid peanuts and treated like shit.
Still, I have a tendency to go there for cheap clothing and such.
'Till now.
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/11/29/business/29walmart.html?pagewanted=1&_r=3&hp&adxnnlx=1228165209-JaFROWzU3EsS2jhMvPP1Tg
...yeah, I think I'll be haunting the Goodwill Outlet or just making my own damned clothes from now on.
--Crystal
I sleeeeeeeeeeeepy.
Dec. 1st, 2008 03:41 pmbtw, I heart Minnesota.
Dunno if it was just getting away from everything and everyone for a few days, if it was Aaron and Elana's energy, if it was teh nommy nommy turkey foodz, or if it was the state... my guess is all of the above, really, but I feel warm and fuzzy and happy inside despite feeling very, very sleepy. I think that Thanksgiving with Chris's family Thursday evening definitely helped (although we werez sad that there was a missing uncle. *sniffle* but we understood. ;) ). I got some pics that I really love of family members on Thursday afternoon, and tons and tons of Minnesota pics that I'll post later. I'z a happy 'lil freelance photographer.
And, did I mention, sleeeeepy?
I'm probably not as sleepy as Chris as he actually had to DRIVE the whole way (grr grumble grumble Avis. *sigh*) but he luckily gets to take a nap today and I get to sit at work and pound back energy drinks. They seem to be helping a bit but I'm still pretty loopy.
Thinking of going back to brunette this evening. Not sure if I'll be awake enough tho. Still trying to figure out how to get my housekey back from
Oh, and Chris bought me burfday presents! We went to a used bookstore and found nice copies of two Anne Rice books that I wanted (rebuilding my collection. The one that died in a bonfire many moons ago. *sigh* silly child.) We also got some supplies to put together Christmas presents for his family. They'll be really modest, but hopefully they go over well.
K, well if I can think of other things to say about Thanksgiving when I'm more awake, I'll letcha know.
Love,
Crystal
Belly Pride!
Dec. 1st, 2008 01:46 pm" The Rebellyon is a movement started by Amanda Palmer fans outraged by RoadRunner Record’s accusation that Amanda Palmer’s belly was too fat to appear in a music video.
The response this got was hundreds of fans sending in pictures of their own bellies to RoadRunner as a sign of protest! We promote healthy body images! Love your bellies! All shapes, sizes and colours! What was once only a protest has grown in to a movement to promote healthy body image. The Rebellyon is devoted to getting people comfortable with their bodies. "
Go show your tummy! Y'don't have to be an Amanda Palmer fan. I don't know that I've even heard much of her work but I'ma do it when I get home (no photoshop!), just because I think it's a helluvah good cause. =)
BELLY PRIDE!
Lurve,
Crystal
Do you tell your wife and children that you beat them because you love them? "Love" is not just some four-letter word you can tack on to your conversations to make yourself appear more compassionate than you really are. Even in the wider sense, as in "love your neighbor as yourself," it requires empathy, compassion, and an honest interest in improving the beloved's well-being. I see little love in forcing a gay couple to jump through convoluted, expensive legal hoops to visit each other in the hospital, or inherit property, or make critical decisions for their partners and the children they care for- all rights that straight parents and spouses take for granted. I see little compassion in forcing women to risk their lives on coat hangers, knitting needles, poison, or shady profiteers, just because they had the selfish audacity to have sex. And I certainly don't see the love in equating atheism with amorality.A Four-Letter Word - ExChristian.Net - Articles, Nov 2008
Read the rest of the article. It's beautiful.
Turkey Day Weekend
Nov. 26th, 2008 05:01 pmRandom declarations of affection via text are, however, always welcome.
Love,
Crystal
