Huh.

[crysthewolf]

So I went through on Twitter and dumped some people that were bugging the shit out of me (friends of friends), and I withdrew from LJ Idol, and I actually feel surprisingly better.  I don't know, maybe I just needed to do another round of pulling out of groups of people who don't give a shit if I live or die?  It's like I'm pruning my affections.  "I don't have enough attention and energy to spend on you and still focus on the people who are worth it." 

*shrug*

Anyway... you should go giveper_solo some love today.  And ex-coworker and friend of his passed away and he's feeling sad.

*hugs* to all,
Crystal

Comments

[supremegoddess1.livejournal.com]

Sorry you decided to drop out of the competition, but ya gotta do what ya gotta do for your sanity.

Either way, I've enjoyed reading you, and I'm going to friend you. :)

[crysthewolf.livejournal.com]

Yaay! =) That's the best part of a competition like that, IMO. :)

And yes, I get why people do it, but my self-esteem was taking a hell of a beating.

[abbismom.livejournal.com]

I came here specifically to find out why you dropped out, because I did enjoy reading you. Maybe I didn't communicate that enough. I'm sorry to see you go, but you're right: if it made you sad, you should spend your energy doing something that makes you happy. ;)

[crysthewolf.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :) I may still play the home-game. So feel free to come visit!!!!!

[jenandbronze.livejournal.com]

It was weird... when I went to go vote, I had your name down and was going to vote, and felt so cross-eyed when I saw your name on the list of those who left... I wrote a comment, "I thought... I was going to vote for her... I saw her post!" Now I just saw this.

HUGS!

[crysthewolf.livejournal.com]

...they said I had already left? I DID enter a post for this week but it was the last one I was going to enter.

It's on the comments portion of the topic post, but I'm not listed on the "people to vote for." That's odd.