Hmmm

[crysthewolf]

I don't want the last few posts to give off the air that I'm never happy.  I'm actually quite OFTEN happy! =D  See? ;)  Seriously, I've usually got a pretty bright outlook on life.  Even now, with having a boss that drives me nuts and having found out that my old job is not available, I'm pretty positive.  I feel good now that I'm actually looking for something else.. have that sense of "yes, this may last a while longer, but it's STILL temporary", have that feeling of NOT being "resigned to my fate" as it were. 

I feel like I've overcome a lot of shit in my life and I'm happy with myself and where I'm going.  I'm even, sometimes, happy with where I AM. ;)  But I'm more happy with where I'm headed.  I'm proud of myself. ;)  And you would be too, if I bragged more about my accomplishments. ;)

Otay, so some of you already ARE. :)

Anyway.  I thought I'd post a happy post.  I AM happy sometimes (even now! ;) )....quite OFTEN times, as a matter of fact.  I'm just, also, a bit dynamic. ;)  That's a good word, right? =)

I just like to have OPTIONS. ;)  teehee.

Love,
Crystal

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