I'm Sick...

Of being told to be positive.  I'm sick of being told to be gregarious when I'm not.  I'm sick of having to lie and be fake just to get by in the working world.  I'm sick of always having to pretend like everything's okay.

I'm sick of people who don't give a shit about other people.  I'm sick of people wanting me to be things that I'm not before they feel like they can accept me.  I'm sick of liars, and people who give you compliments to sell you something.  I'm sick of lies.  I'm sick of a world that rewards people for being mindless automatons or assholes.  Sick of people on my ass about shit that isn't my fault. 

I'm sick of the dog-eat-dog.  Sick of complaints about who I am.  Sick of who I am not being good enough.  Sick of being ingored and run over.  Sick of saying the same fucking thing fifty times and still having people NOT GET IT.

And if you don't like hearing me bitch once in a while, you are TOTALLY at the wrong blog.

Love,
Crystal